Bad weekend...

Sigh. I had a bad and great weekend at the same time. Super pissed of with my parents and my sister. Long long story but then again... I feel that everything is blamed on me. Okay. They can say that i am selfish but i've sound out my unhappiness and tried making my point a lot of times. Yet, my points are not very much taken. They always say they try to understand me but honestly they have failed big time. Old fashioned should not be a reason. So what if you are old fashioned. Next year, i am turning 21. If you cannot even accept my lifestyle now, so what happens if i turn 21. It is time to let me go. About the ugly smses... Wow... Ugly as it can be. It takes 2 hands to clap. My sms was ugly because the first sms sent to me wasn't that nice either. You expect me to respect you just because you are my parents. NO... Not possible... Respect is earned. For people to respect you, you must respect the person. I'm not some lose gal with no freaking dignity okay.. If i really am, i'll most probably be clubbing every ladies night or weekend to hook up with some random guy. Aslim might not be of any relation to you but wake up... He is not a friend. HE IS A BOYFRIEND!!! SOMEONE I WANT AS MY HUSBAND. FYI... WE ARE PLANNING TO GET MARRIED AND ARE FREAKING SERIOUS ABOUT IT. Gosh... Distance?!!! How much a distance do we need to keep?!!! Have you even been in love?!!! Old fashioned?!!! Drastic actions?!!!! Come on... Talk to me about it man... I'm so god damn excited... Stop being so persistent and stubborn about things. It is time to think like a circle not a box. Gosh... I'm really going nuts!!!