It is easy to find love but difficult to find true love. =)

i know this gonna sound mushy or cheesy or cliche or whatever you feel it is. but i juz have to say these... you know once i thought that i found my true love. i was so touched by him and i felt that mybe he was the one for me. and it is like when we broke up, i was devastated and i thought i could never find anyone else like him... well yup... of coz i can't find anyone like him. everyone's unique. but you know what people say about if you don't let go of the "old one" you can never find a "new one". well i guess it is true. i'm glad all that happened in the past happened. coz now i feel that i can appreciate my boyfriend more and cherish the relationship more. and yup... i guess i found a guy that is more suitable for me. it is like he loves me. but his love is generous. he doesn't try to possess me and gives me all the freedom that i need. i guess it is like a mutual feeling about me needing him and he needing me. it is like we are pillars of support for one another. and he really cares and loves me and he is really understanding. like putting up with my mood swings. i guess we love each other equally much and so it is like we won't feel tired of one another or like you know feel that either one is a burden to the other. and like yup. honesty really counts. ya... haha... coz we are really truthful to each other. yeah...

really.... i juz feel so fortunate to have him by my side. juz have to say this to all the gals out there... i'm sorry but just another great guy is taken... haha... juz joking... =)

juz wanna say this to whoever that reads this. well... don't cling on to a shattered relationship. be honest with youself... if you really think it is not going to work just move on. you know... there are really a lot of better choices out there. you'll never know. someone might just come along the way and you two might just suit each other so well and so unexpectedly. why cling onto something that is already not your's or is over right?

finally... i jus wanna say this... GOH KAY CHUAN!!! I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! and you know what. i really feel that it's my destiny to meet you and fall in love with you... it is amazing and i know it will be forever coz i can feel it everyday in my heart that this love is gonna be everlasting... =)