Missing her...

I really miss my sister. Suddenly, i happen to realise the saying that when someone leaves you then you will finally realise how that person is really important to you and how much you will miss that person. Though it is only 6 months that she will be away but it seriously seems that 6 months would never come to an end. People always say that time flies but in this case, time seems to be crawling. I really wish that when i open my eyes tomorrow morning, she will be back home. How much i wish... I seriously can't wait till this 6 months to pass. I really can't help worrying for her. I always thought that i am a person who is able to let go and not miss someone so much. Now, i realise i'm not as strong as i think. Now, i'm starting to consider if i can really go overseas to study. Though that has always been my dream: to be able to study overseas. Honestly, i don't think i can bear to leave my family and aslim.

I'm honestly not someone who believe in god or prayers. Now, i just want to say... Mummy... Please bless small jie... I want her to come home safely. That's all. Just safely in one piece safe and sound. Though i don't believe in prayers but i know somehow you have always been watching us from wherever you are. If you can hear me, please watch over her and bless her... I really miss her so much and i just want her to come home real soon... =)