Interesting life eh...

Wow... I went down to his house today. Obviously,he was so anal about me talking to ah xiang and emma and being late today because he was fed up withh vacuuming and mopping the floor. It is like quite dots... But yeah... I was screaming to him over the phone on the streets and on the taxi that people most probably think that i'm a crazy woman. Anyway, he apologised. So it is alright. Hehez... Anyway, i helped him vacuumed and mopped Laura's and bubu and aya room for him. It was like we went to shop for Laura's clothes and it is like he just ask me to pay using his NETs card, weird but nice. I'm like always ironing his clothes for him. Really feel like a wife now. Always helping to put Laura to sleep. He is really lousy manz... Everytime he carry her she will cry and seems like he just can't put her to sleep. He told me last night that i really made him freeze when i put Laura to sleep. He said i looked so motherly... Hehez... It is a compliment but still i feel that very gal can do it. Eventually, it is our motherly instinct, something like a in born kinda thing and it is whether gals want to show it and use it a not. Hehez... Mmm... But seriously... It feels like we're already married... Kekez... Feels really good. Honestly, i can't wait to get married to him and have his kids. I seriously think that they will turn out to be mischievious rascals like him. Hehez... =)

We are always imagining our life after marriage. Sometimes it just feels so real and this feeling is really nice. I don't know how to describe. Some people feel that it might be too soon that we decide on our engagement since we just know each other for 7 months but still we will only get engage after i graduate which is 2 years later. Honestly, our decision is not based on the fact that we are crazy about one another and it is definitely rationale. Seriously, there is nothing to reconsider. It is gonna be difficult for the both of us but i know that we are both willing to try together and it is alright. =)