Fear...

Tonight he told me that he has this feeling that he really fears of and hides from me. He told me that he have a feeling that we would break up one day. Honestly, i know i won't break up with him for sure but no one can predict the future. He told me that he is trying his best to prevent it from happening. However, i always believe that in relationships, fate is one of the main factors. I feel that whether it is family, friends or lovers, it is fate that we are all brought together. Eventually, we are fated to have met and end up and lovers and whether we are meant to be, it depends very much not only on us maintaining the relationship but also if we are fated to end up together. i believe that if we are really meant to be, even if one day we break up, we would still end up together. Like meeting someone when walking along a road and it happens that you and this person is heading towards a different destination. If you are fated to meet this person again, no matter how different the routes we walk, we will still meet at the crossroads once again someday. It is only a matter of time of when we will meet each other again. Rather than trying so hard to prevent break ups, i feel we should enjoy our moments together and keep our relationship strong because eventually, you will end up trying so hard that you become so tired of it and you might end up trying to maintain the relationship because you want to prove that we will not break up. Then, where is the true happiness and love that we once had???

I really wish that he can stop worrying about this and just let nature takes its course. Honestly, i do have this feeling that we are meant to be and i truely hope that my feeling is right.