FRUSTRATED and DISGUSTED... like seriously... FO...

Seriously, i'm so sick and tired of everything and i really don't feel like going home anymore in fact i don't like to go home. What's with the curfew and not allowed to stay out overnight. Today, i finally realised something. Parents can be so full of bullshit and rubbish. They can tell you all kinds of things just to humour you and when time pass, after giving you a little sweet taste, it is back to square one. So much of telling me that if you are really unhappy about what me and your mom says, you can always debate. And wow... Daddy... Can i stay overnight out at my friend's chalet??? NO!!! What if you runaway and not come home again??? What's the problem??? It is only one night, i'll be back by saturday. NO!!! NO MEANS NO!!! Yeah... this was our conversation. In the end, he started babbling about how stress he is and how much money he spent on us, etc, and that i'm driving him to his grave and his health is not very good and that he doesn't mind dying earlier. Seriously, if you chose to undergo sufferings, it is your choice so don't complain about it. Seriously, if you keep thinking that you will die early then honestly, you definitely will. Honestly, stop whinning about your health to me. First of all, admit that you are getting old. You will realise that when you age, it is quite natural that you will have to depend on medications and health products for the rest of your life. If you really want to live longer, change your lifestyle instead of whinning to people, for example, you can stop smoking and drinking, exercise more and if you really feel so stress, do something that can relieve it, change your thinking or something. Seriously, like wtf. I totally had enough.

Making my last point, since i've decided that i've had enough. I'm still gonna stay out on fri night. If i'm driving you to your grave then... Oops... I'm sorry... Didn't mean to do it on purpose. And oh... I just wanna make my point, girls that party might not be bad or naughty girls. I think you haven't even seen enough of clubbing life. If you ask me, honestly i love clubbing and other gals who love clubbing, doesn't mean that they are bad or naughty gals. For me, i just love to party and it is the way you behave in the clubs that determines if you are a good or bad gal. Honestly, loving to party is just a love, like you can love swimming or playing the piano, it doesn't have to be a bad activity.