Still special friends...

I guess aslim will never understand why shi liang is so special to me. Shi liang is one of the few friends of mine that truely undersatnds me. He said that many people always say that it is a pity they met too late. I guess for us. It is a special case. We've met too early. Nevertheless, we've both moved on and we are still best friends. Well, i guess he is my only close friends who knows when i'm saying things out of anger. He told me that if i understand aslim well and know when he is only saying things out of anger then i shouldn't feel sad but still i would feel sad because i love aslim and that regardless of whether they are words of anger, i still feel sad because he said them. Because i love him and that's why it hurts me even it they are words of anger. Shi liang told me that the fact that i'm crying for aslim just goes to show that he is worthy of my tears and he told me to hang in there. I will definitely hang in there. Just for you aslim baby darling. After such a long time, Shi liang has always been there for me. He knows exactly when to joke with me, when i'm sad, when he should listen. He knows when to say the right things at the right time. But sometimes i feel that yes, maybe we might have met too early, but perhaps we do have character clashes. But still, he would always be a close friend of mine and i would always be a listening ear of his just like he had listened to all my unhappiness, troubles, problems and complains. =)

And baby darling... I just want you to know that there is nothing between me and him. We had our moments. True enough... But we have both moved on. I have found someone whom i love and want to settle down with. And the person is definitely u baby... And he has also found someone new and special to him whom he wants to cherish... I just hope you would understand that he is somebody that i really cannot give up... If i could, i would have given him up a long time ago. But i just can't... I'm sorry...