It's hard...

It is hard, really so hard. In fact, it had never been easy. We happen to have met that night at st james when we were purely there to have fun. Somehow we collided at the crossroads. From mere acquaintances, we became friends and soon, lovers. At that point of time, i gave up one of the most important thing in my life at that point of time to be with you. Sometimes, i wonder if it was worth it. I guess somehow i found the answer long ago. If not, i would not have been with you. Whether i would regret? I would verbalize that i don't know but deep in my heart, i know i'll never regret.

Now, i put all my trust in you. Someone told me that sometimes i should be skeptical because it is good to be. Still, i choose to put all my trust in you. I love you so much that i'm willing to do this. I'm willing to give up important things in my life just to be with you. You told me you gave up your career for me. I never asked for it. I'm still happy you did though i know it is not very nice. As much as i'm probably the most important in you life, you are also most probably the most important thing in my life. I don't mind if my world just revolves around you. I love you so much i'm willing to give my everything to you. It is hard. Whatever i've done. All i want is for you to treasure, appreciate and see what i've done for you. I'm glad that you can.