woo hoo... today went for a compulsory appreciation dialogue session... mmm... quite boring... but den after tt... was super fun... muahahaha... something lyk a afternoon clubbing... weird... kekex... but it was super fun... dancing wif the dancers for lyk one hour plus... and lyk... the mc was super good and lyk the sc sabotage lyk 2 teachers... haha... and one of dem was lyk my chem tutor... kekex... ya... and the dancers lyk pushed me into the middle of the dance floor... so lyk ok lorz... juz anyhow shake... muahahaha... super high... yeah... had a lot a lot of fun... swear i will go clubbing again and enjoy the night life... wahahaha...

oh... den we went for dinner and den after tt to chill at b&j... muahahaha... ate my favourite chocolate fudge brownie... super nice... super fattening... =X... haha...

but dinner was quite bad though... sorry sorry to banana and hc... coz lyk didn't realize tt u gals felt left out... actually... i agree wif ky... yeah... maybe it is true tt she selects her frenz... ya... i didn't realize this gap between the exco and the dancers till today when banana... oh my... lyk i juz haf to say so sorry to the dsa dancers... coz i tot u were all picking on me coz i scolded u gals... now i do see the point... really so sorry... but lyk... i oso dunno how to solve this prob... eventually.. it leads up to one person... ld said tt she has changed... i dunno... but ya... she does really make me feel very left out most of the time... and i feel she is quite selfish at times... esp wif her frenz... it is lyk she only wants her frenz to tok to her and surround her but not others... i dunno... maybe i'm wrong... but i noe how banana and hc feel and lyk i feel bad... but i really dunno how to help... coz it is lyk all up to her to change herself... but i think she is too stubborn for her own good... haiz... hopefully we could tok to her and make her see things... den i guess... maybe it would be alright... ya... yupz... juz hope tt next time if we go out as a group den i can juz make everyone feel lyk we r together and dey r not left out coz the feeling of being left out is really bad... yupz... =)

look here... this is all bout me... =)
ooo.... erm made a VERY BIG MISTAKE yesterday... well shouldn't haf scolded the F word... yeah... tt i'm really sorry... but i really feel tt i wasn't unreasonable... the reason i was so harsh on dem coz every single one of dem disappointed me... dey allowed themselves to juz get influenced so easily... as for SH i was extremely harsh on her coz i really esp care bout her... i guess not only her... even the dsa gals... it is juz tt i always haf high expectations on dem and is lyk i since i haf higher expectations so higher disappointment bahz... but... i juz haf to say... i really do treat dem as sisters... though i guess i won''t be a very good big sis coz i am the youngest in the family so it is lyk... ya... but i really hope tt dey will understand the fact tt i scold dem coz i really care for dem... the day tt i stop scolding dem... i guess would be the day i stop caring for dem...

if dey ever read this... juz wanna say tt... i am willing to do all i can for u gals... anytime... u can call me... whether is it u need a listening ear or company... i'll be there... yupz.. so i hope tt we could juz put all these unhappiness behind us... i do look forward to continue working and of coz if there is a chance... perform on the same stage wif u gals again... yupz... =)

oh my goodness... he is lyk... dunno he use which detergent powder ok... he is lyk so good at brainwashing lorz... he is juz so influential and it is lyk dey dunno him well enough lorz... haiz... so afraid dey won't be able to cope wif him lorz... lyk all dey can think bout is he said this or he said tt... haiz... what did he do manz....

and she is oso lyk such a hypocrite lorx... haiz... in front of us say oh... i get it... den behind our backs she does something else... lyk she is so useless lorz... haiz... lame... lame... lame...

anyway... mid yr exams coming lerx... stress!!!! let's all jia you bahz... hahaha... =)