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Simple and easily contented. Monetary gains are nothing more than just things for survival. They are not everything. Passion, compassion, love and determination is what keeps my soul truely alive.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Stupid people...

I swear i am damn pissed off now. I don't get it. Guys can really be damn great bastards sometimes you just feel like castrating them. My goodness. You have such a great gf and you just because you knew a gal for like a few days and you decide that she treats you better than your own gf when your gf loves you so much to be willing to wait for you? You are in your late twenties and you cannot differentiate that the gal does not truly loves you but is desperate to have a guy in her life who has spending power and cars? I'm am so freaking disappointed in you. To think that you've changed. I was seriously so happy. Always thought you would end up with J. At least i know that there is some other silly gal like me who can forgive and wait for guys who do this kinda things behind your back.

And what is the problem with you bitches. I don't get it. You know that the guy already has a gf and you still lead him on willingly as a third party. I don't get it. How can a gal be so shameless and low down. To me, this kinda gals are just sluts. No better than whores. Gals who see know values in themselves so why bring others or inflict hurt on other innocent people.

This kinda guys and gals. I just so hope one day you would realize that you've hurt the ones who loved you the most and that maybe you would live to regret if you love them. It is never too late to turn back since she is waiting for you. I hope it is truly a beautiful mistake and after when you wake up you will realize how much J loves you and how sincere she is and how well she treats you. Hopefully, you would treat her so much better and tell her the truth. BASTARD!!!!

Friday, November 13, 2009

mmm...

i don't get it. what is so wrong or hard to understand about cross marriages or cross relationships? i don't get it. why are you so against it when you always claim that you are so open minded. you just proved that you are not at all. even religious muslims can accept me so why can't you? just because your friend had a bad experience means it would happen to everyone. you say you acknowledge but sometimes it take more than just acknowledging. the thing is it is not just like i'm ok with you two going out. but if you accept and acknowledge means you allow him to come once in a while on family occasions. why are you being so petty? it is not like we expected that we would have malay bfs. it is fated and destined that we met and fell in love. why want to fight something so strong? when it comes to marriage. it is not going to be so easy like i accept it but it also means you take him as a son in law most probably a son and give us blessings. it would mean accepting his family also. like can you be less naive and see where my dear big sister is coming from. like heeeelllloooo... so what if we are of different skin colour, culture or background. doesn't make us that different. we are still humans came out from our mama's womb after around 7 or 9 months stay. the differences are based on your own definition and perception. first of all, this differences might actually not even exist in reality and it is only your thoughts. so???? the point is why not give him a chance and yourself a chance to know each other better? i think personality is definitely more important than skin colour. trust me... i've seen it before. if you really love us as a mother, you should want us to be able to find our own happiness like how you found your's. so what if that person is of a different skin colour. race is defined by our freaking government based on our very fantastic thing called ic, the pink card. personality and love beats all of that. so... i see maybe you can stop behaving in such a naive and childish and petty manner and WAKE UP!!!! for goodness sake.