TIRED and PISSED OFF

ok... just realised that my blog is really really stagnant. haha... can't help it larhz... been busy working and hanging out wif my friends. moreover i haf to choreograph a dance wif banana for some perf. mmm... dun mind choreographing larhz. but honestly... some pple are really pissing me off... i don't know if that whoever i'm pissed off will ever read this and i know this is really gonna sound mean but honestly i'm really so fed up tt i don't give a damn anymore. first up... i hate it coz u are so damn indecisive. how many times must i tell you that i can't make it on fri nights nor sat morning. can't you just bloody hell make up your mind. i'm a promoter for god's sake and i'm not like free like you coz ur job hours are fixed and like only on weekdays. second thing. don't make it sound so light. it is not stretching session for god's sake. is for all of you to condition your bodies so that you all can catch up with the choreography and not f***ing tell me that you can't do this or can't do that without even bloody hell trying... third... you!!!! stop being for f***ing stubborn for your own good. think dancing hip hop is so cool?!!!! f*** off... honestly... all kinds of genres r cool coz you dance for the sake loving dance not dance to make yourself seem cool. and use your bloody smart brains to think. you've just start learning hip hop... do you think you can really come up with a good hip hop dance or just copy your instructors steps. moreover the rest of them really can't do hip hop and by then we'll all be making a fool out of ourselves and i f***ing hell don't want that to happen.

apart from dance. some pple in my workplace are also f***ing hell pissing me off... u 2 dumbos.... if you 2 are really so lazy... forget bout being promoters. u think it is really so easy??? dream on... and the another 2 of you. i know you 2 have problems with your health but that doesn't mean that people should always help you. i honestly don't mind helping you but the thing is do you even appreciate my help and would you ever help me if i need your help??? the answer is no. none of you ever helped me. i already have difficulties coping and you 2 just bloody hell stood there and watch. it is lyk what the hell. you 2 are seniors. seniors not helping juniors. wow... thanks...

but still... i'm enjoying my life now... went out with ah fa yesterday and really had a lot of fun. he've helped me so much i don't even know if thank you really means anything anymore... =)