EXAM STRESS MAKES ME CRANKY!!!!

oh... finally once they decided to set a relatively easy bio paper. i have to admit that i could really do it except for 2 questions because i didn't study that two topics. but... i still didn't managed to complete my essay question though... oh... i really know how to do it... it is the first time i know how to do the whole essay question and was so firm that my answer would be correct. i really shouldn't have went back to that irritating evolution question... arghz... but still no use crying over spilled milk... gotta mug hard for my paper 3...

few more papers to go... wee!!!! must really mug hard and do my best for the remaining papers... muahahaha....

mid year sucks!!!!

ok... today... i had my first paper. oh my goodness!!!! the pure mathematics questions are super difficult!!! should have done the statistics questions first... i didn't complete the paper and i think i lost like 20 marks already... i think i'm really gonna fail this paper...

anyway... i 'm gonna fail my bio paper too... i haven't studied a single chapter yet. but honestly, i've given up on bio already... haas... ya...

but i will jia you for my chem and econs and hopefully i can pass both of them. a little worried for econs coz like i didn't study much too... and chem... can't seem to remember whatever i've studied... i'm really in deep s***!!!

mmm... let's see... one week without blogging. mmm... never done much anyway... juz slacking studying slacking studying... tt much... well nothing much to expect from a jc student life anyway.... haha...

mmm... sun... see should be 17 june... yeah... went to the red rain concert... it's lyk... though i am not a christain nor do i believe in religions, they really rock!!!! i juz love the music and their songs!!!! haha... and i love the drummer!!!! super good looking and cool!!!! wee!!!! and i met up with yu zhen stella and my lao po jing hong!!!! oh my!!! i juz can't say how much i miss hanging out with them. and i finally found someone who really behaves like stella... eileen!!!! haha... i really pity u. no larhz... juz joking. i love stella character... and of coz ur's haha... though i don't really know you... mmm.... ya... and celebrated daddy's day... haha... hope daddy love the card and his wine... hehez...

oh anyway... one more week to mid year... oh my... bad bad... haha...

anyway... ONE MORE WEEK TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!! YEAH!!!! CAN'T WAIT TO USE MY NEW PHONE!!!! WEE!!! =D

ARHZZZ....

oh my goodness... mid year's really coming... condemn mid year... I HATE EXAMS!!!! yo... anyway... looking forward to the red rain concert. hopefully mama let me go... den i can see STELLA JING HONG JAS... oh my goodness... I MISS THEM!!!! yeah... anyway... I REALLY MISS DANCING TOO!!! i feel fat without dance practices. though i haven't gain weight yet (soon to come... YUCKS!!!!). but still like i've got no chance to sweat. coz i really hate other kinds of sports. plus... next term... NO PE!!!! oh my goodness.. tt's how sad life is... =( anyway... ya... back to the point. to me... it is like NO DANCE=NO EXERCISE=NO SWEAT=FAT!!!!! ARGHZ... haha... anyway... really hope a's will be over soon... then i can dance all i want... wee!!!! haha...

anyway. i just have to say this... sorry yahui... but really... i guess i can really say you are a coward. ok larhz... maybe coz u really feel that the blog is very personal. i know... tt's how i feel... tt's y my blog hasn't any chatbox or neither did i tag any other people blogs coz i feel like if u are fated to read all these then ya... u will happen to cross my blog. and even if i were to let people know the url of my blog it will only be my close friends. but though i still have to let you know. i really hope that i'm fated to pass by your's coz though sometimes the things you've said is really like offensive... i still enjoy reading your blog coz lots of perceptions. and i'm really concern bout you. and i feel that i love your openess coz i'm like that. sometimes very blunt with what i say. but still have to learn to control lorz... well... i have to say that i'm learning to control too... just hope that you realise that it is good being blunt but not good being too blunt sometimes. yeah... =)

anyway... SHU HUI!!!! JIA YOU FOR MID YEARS!!! and STOP SLACKING!!! hahas... =D

wahahaha... was camwhoring at home after my big sista bf's wedding... the bride was super pretty!!! wonder if i would be a pretty pretty bride oso... dreaming... mmms... =)

wahahaha... all tied by second sista. ain't she talented. =)

Look forward to after a's!!!!

oh... finally passed down everything for dance. yeah!!! but i really miss dancing. finally figured out what to look forward to and what motivates me. looking forward to after a's. half a year more... den i can dance all i want!!!! yeah!!!! haha... can't wait for that day to come. gonna party like crazy after that. haha... but once again. i guess i will miss school life after that. but nevertheless... that's when i can really dance like nobody's business... haha... looking forward to so many things...

anyway... i don't know what's happening to me. seem to be losing patience when hanging out with the ex- exco members of dance. i mean like shar, wan wan, teik and gwen. u see... gwen and teik always ahve somethings to hide from the rest of the exco members. i know certain things they don't wish to let us know. but once again... aren't we a whole exco... anyway... and wan wan and shar are always together... so u see... i'm all alone. but what to do. guess since i came to jc... i got use to this feeling. nevermind though. coz i guess eventually i still have other people... like hua and kay chuan and ya... nat they all... and of coz in dance there are other people... like kaiying and peu... well... mmms... maybe i am not alone after all... hahas...

yeah.. now that we've passed down lerx... i really sincerely hope that the year ones will do a great job, even better one. really bring dansez-le together. and i really look forward to the dance night... so jia you!!!! =D

ooo... ok... forgot bout this photo... haha... eh... that afternoon at dragonfly with shirley and tiffany!!!

i really don't know what i am going to do. it is like i don't feel motivated to study at all. like though i know i have to like try to pass every subject. but it is like holiday!!!! i am just not in the mood to study... oh my goodness.

anyway... i really have to say this... vjc, sajc, tjc and hci's syf dance 07 really rocks!!!! beautifl choreography and wonderful techniques. mmm... maybe tjc could get a gold with honours if their movements could be executed with better precision and confidence. and i dun really like the costume. i think it makes the dancers look a little clumsy but still i love the dance... great job!!! =D

ooo... tt afternoon at nat's house celebrating dawne's b'dae... really love dem all... wee!!! and erm... juz wanna say this to bel... dun feel so lonely... coz u still haf us!!!! haha... though we will be graduating this year... but we r still frenz and erm... maybe by next year u will be able to find more new frenz... so dun always emo oso ok??? it is nice to see u smile... and i love ur laughter!!! =)

ooo... anyway... mid year's round the corner... 2 more weeks... s***... and i'm suppose to lyk memorize every single thing learnt in yr 1 and 2... ok... to console myself... i can do it for chem and econs but bio... what the s***... it is lyk so impossible... y on earth did i take bio and landed myself in this s***... oh my goodness... trying desperately to transform myself into a hard core mugger now... which is highly impossible... haha... come on larhz... i can't study whole day long... den life would be lyk so boring... words and words... memorizing and memorizing... notes and notes... =( I NEED A LIFE!!!

afternoon at dragonfly, st james power station... wee!!! =D

dancers!!! most of dem... =)

0607 peeps!!!!

me and hua!!!!

oh... today was a fun day at nat's house... great great fun... haha... hope dawne really lyks her pressies... anyway... really haf to say this but she looks really great in the bikini we've bought for her... hehez...

but today... dance thingy... bad bad... bad... so bad... lyk... i think tt certain things ah teik and the rest of the exco don't understand and becoz of this... lyk our relationship wif the dsa gals r lyk strained for unnecessarily... but... i dunno how to let dem noe... it is hard to begin and i dunno where to begin from... anyway the thing is... i feel so tired toking to dem esp ah teik coz i juz feel tt dey r so stubborn... and i really dun feel lyk wasting my energy and breathe to convince and tok to dem... i juz feel tt dey always say tt ms tang is a hypocrite... but what bout dem... dey r lyk lying wif their eyes open... what for lie tt the votes coincide wif our choices when actually it is not the case and all the yr 1 dancers r aware of it... u gals complain tt the dsa gals r not willing to be honest wif u gals.. but r u gals honest to dem in the first place??? how do u gals expect dem to be honest to u gals when u gals r not even honest to dem... y hide the fact tt our choice don't coincide wif the votes??? what r u gals so afraid of??? i mean u all agree tt voting is bout popularity but popularity doesn't mean tt the person might be competent to take up tt role... it is not lyk we r choosing some superstar... but we r juz trying to choose the person we feel is the correct one for our posts... so long we feel tt it is right and we r not being biased den i dun understand what r u all so afraid of tt u all muz lie... y think so much??? dun u gals feel tt it is unnecessary??? i am lyk so drained... but u noe what... it is not by the dsa gals but by u gals... really... i guess tt u gals dun see it tt the dsa gals r not the only ones hu r superficial but u gals r equally superficial as well... dun try to deny it... coz it is what everyone can see... and i juz haf to say this...
ah teik... whether u see this a not... i juz feel tt sometimes it is so tiring to hang out wif u... u seem to haf a split personality tt sometimes i love u so much but other times i hate u to the core... sorry for being harsh but i juz haf to say honestly tt i'm not the only one hu feels this way...u r juz too stubborn for ur own good... y do u always try so hard to find reasons or excuses to cover up ur mistakes or any probs??? everyone haf faults... and ur actions could be seen by everyone esle.. so y not juz admit it and try to change... ain't it much better???

I'M LYK SO TIRED AND SHAG RITE NOW TT I DUN FEEL LYK TOKING TO U GALS ANYMORE... I'M SORRY BUT I JUZ HAF TO BE SO HARSH AND CRUDE...