A sudden realization, urge...

The most amazing thing about people is that we always seem to wish about something we know we can never have. When i was a kid, i always wished that i could quickly be a grown up because then, i can have all my freedom and i don't have to ask for permission. i would be able to go out till as late as i want and do whatever i want. Now, when i'm in my late teens and it would be less than a year before i officially turn into an adult. i realize that grown ups face a lot of other problems. Then, i wish i could be young again. When i look at teenagers, secondary school kids, jc kids or even primary school kids, i wish i could be one of them. I want to go back to my secondary school years one more time so badly. I want to just have fun, knowing that even the next day i have an exam, i would be able to pass. I want to just hang out with my friends, knowing that i don't have to worry if i got the money, knowing that i don't have to worry being scolded or blamed for anything. If only i could, how nice can it be. Maybe in my next life, if i'm still human...